ignite

your

creative

rebel

ignite your

creative

rebel

In Nov 2025 it was 27 years since I chose not to take my own life because I could not face leaving my children behind.

At 2am on a cold November night in Wellington NZ, I called a good friend and drove away, leaving my first marriage to start my journey of getting divorced for the first time.

And I know that some of my ex-wife's family would still prefer it if I had done the former.

ignite

your

creative

rebel

On 6 November at 1am, it was 27 years since I chose not to take my own life because I could not face leaving my children behind. At 2am, I called a good friend and drove away.

Leaving my first marriage to start the journey of getting divorced for the first time. And I know some of my ex-wife's family would still prefer it if I had done the former.

I broke free from the fears and negative self-beliefs that had got me divorced, burned-out and had left me broke.

I found my inner spark and overcame my anger and frustrations to re-ignite my creative rebel.

"The nature of the
individual human spirit is one of romance -
we humans are all really poets, pirates and lovers."

Richard Rudd

The very first step when you feel trapped in the

darkness of victimhood is to look for that...

SPARK OF LIGHT

The FIRST STEP is to find that spark - and that is what my first three books are written for - to help you find that spark when you’re buried in the dark night of the soul, wondering if you need to opt-in or opt-out.

Each of my first three books is designed to show you that spark of light, and show you how I found the light when I was trapped in my fears and frustrations.

And, to inspire you to take the first step to illuminate your darkness using that spark.

The biggest act of creative rebellion that we can take is to educate ourselves about the difference between intellect and intelligence.

The SECOND STEP in becoming a creative rebel, is to learn how to engage with your emotions and look for the treasure that is hidden in your unconscious shadows.

Medical science continues to find evidence that the innate intelligence in our heart, gut and DNA are far more powerful than our intellect. We have to learn to trust that our bodies are the key to unlocking our unconscious, and allow our creative rebel to shine brightly.

My latest two books do exactly that - they show what an amazing life we can create if we choose to go on a journey of self-discovery into our own hidden mysteries.

As JRR Tolkien wrote in The Hobbit: To run out of the house without a pocket handkerchief, and join a fellowship of misfits who decide to overcome their fears, and face down the dragon that holds their greatest treasure hostage in the darkness.

The THIRD STEP in becoming a creative rebel is to contemplate our own destiny - and we do that by considering our own death,
and deciding what is worth dying for.

I wrote and published
Five #1 Amazon Bestselling Books
in five years, and created a thriving life of a creative rebel in the vibrant city of Singapore.
These books are now all available in audio-edition.

The LEGACY OF A CREATIVE REBEL is to break free of the inheritance of addiction to drama, and to choose to create new authentic stories, poetry and art that we leave behind that inspire future generations to choose to fight for their own freedom or die trying.

When I first started to write in 2017...

I thought if I could stop one man from hurting himself or others then it would all be worthwhile.

I had transitioned from survival to service, but it was only when I began to surrender to the spirit of the creative rebel in 2020, when I wrote and published my first Amazon Bestselling Book, did I really begin to learn about the treasure that I had found in my own shadows after outwitting my own inner angry dragon.

Now it is my biggest wish and desire that you choose a life of the creative rebel.

To understand and forgive your family inheritance of fears, intolerance and drama,

and create a legacy of majestic presence and freedom for your family.

I invite you to come with me and dance into the light with the creative rebels -

the poets, the pirates and the lovers of life.

BOOK 1

Angry-as-F**k, but no idea why?

This book is about my grandmother. Her spirit had been completely crushed by the circumstances of famine, becoming a refugee, and surviving the second world war. Learn how I overcame the anger and rage that I had inherited from my grandmother and found the spark that re-ignited my creative rebel.

BOOK 2

Rescuer-in-Recovery

This book is about how I allowed myself to get burnt out time and time again, because I had been programmed from a very early age to put the emotional needs of others before my own. I nearly died twice before I realised that no one was f**king coming to save me. Learn how I broke free from my saviour programming, and chose to save myself first.

BOOK 3

I’m F**king Done - Navigate the storm of divorce

This book is how I ended up divorced twice, because I unconsciously inherited my family's victimhood mindset. I thought it was normal to have poor mental health and a victim mindset. Despite making many mistakes, I emerged from divorce with my spirit and sanity intact. Learn how I chose to live a thriving life of creative rebel.

BOOK 4

Making Darkness Visible

This book tells the stories of how my clients and I became creative rebels. How we got our shit together by finding the treasure hidden in our unconscious shadows, and created lives of delicious adventure - as poets, pirates and lovers. My clients are now travelling the world, creating heart-led businesses that thrive, and having the adventures that they have craved for years.

BOOK 5

Fight for Your Freedom or Die Trying

My latest book tells the story of my grandfather and what happened to him in WWII and how I inherited my family’s addiction to drama. My book details exactly what addiction to drama is, and what it costs us as a society, and how we are all trapped by our fears. Fears that we inherited from previous generations that leave us vulnerable to being manipulated. This book is a call to action for you to fight for your freedom from your addiction to drama, or die trying, because no one is coming to f**king save you.